Wednesday, December 23, 2009
{ Wednesday, December 23, 2009 }
; A broken heart is a heart that has felt love.; Mine`s broken , is your`s?; You can only push a girl for so longuntil she walks out of your life on her ownSo becareful and make sure this is what YOU wantBecause once she turns around ; She isn`t Coming back.
Wah i`m in so much pain right now .
It`s killing me ... Not emotional pain , physical pain.
I hope i get better soon , if not this is going to give me a headache.
i`m going Dover tomorrow , for the Ite dental thing -.-
So far sia , gonna die siol.
Went toa pa yoh today . Haks .
First went to nichaal`s house to return her charger.
Kept ringing her bell : P , even after she opened the door.
Haks , she was getting ready , and i was like wanting her to hurry.
Then go toh pa yo .
Priya was an ass.
She made me enter Mac with her .. Then i asked her , what ya wanna eat.
She replied , oh we eating here ... then i was like .. Where u wanna eat.
She said Kfc , or maybe the coffeshop ontop. so i didn`t mind ... we walked to Kfc..
Then she said , eh here dont have the chicken thing.. i said , zinger ? she said nono . OH YA ! in burgerking... and macdonald was beside BURGERKING. so basically we were there in the first freaking place. Then she was like or maybe the Coffeshop .
I said , any freaking thing , i haven`t eaten properly for days and i`m starving.
So we finally ate at burger king.
Naren took his sweet time to come -.-
Haks , we went sky garden.
took like funneh pichas luh.
Naren was like this the lamest thing i`ve done !
Haks , there`s a first for everything.
Okay after writting all this , i`m still in pain.
Bitch !
hahaks . Had a quarel with sham.
He said the wrong thing , and i got pissed.
but i already warned him , tht my mood is bad for the past few days , dont piss me.
Sighs , i hate the fact that i`m pushing away my loved ones just cause of anger.
That`s all i guess.
; I want to be able to look at you & not feel my heart breaking .
SharenCAUR.
Do you know what it feels like , loving someone that`s in a rush to throw you away?I know : DLove , You`ll never know the minute it ends suddenly.You left cause u said , you doubt you`ll ever feel for me as much as i feel for you.Good reason , hopefully this makes ur heart think and not your mind for once.Your problem was , from the start you never followed your heart .You always followed what your mind wanted , but what about your heart ?I`m sure it has a diffrent opinion.My mind and heart were`nt on the same page when i decided to like you.But i followed my heart thinking , i know i can try to change my mind`s thinking.Being with you was all that mattered at that time.but none of this matters now , so moshimoshi. ; The sweetest pleasure is pain.No matter how hard i tried , i can`t live without you in my lifeMaybe you`ll say you still want me ; Maybe you`ll say that you dont.Maybe we said that it was over ; Maybe i can`t just let you go.I walk around trying to understand where we went wrong & i can`t pretend.It wasn`t me , it wasn`t you but , but i`m convinced we gave up to soon.Nothing left to lose after losing youThere`s nothing i can take.I wrote your name on the sand ; but the waves whispered it away.It`s okay uh boy , what`s meant to be will always find it`s way.i don`t wanna say much.one day i`ll be strong .. , i hope.Don`t be too late.I`m not perfect , i`ll annoy you Piss you off , say stupid stuff and take it backbut put that all aside and i`m sure you will seeYou`ll never find a girl that cares and loves you more then me.The Veronica`s - I can`t stay away.This is wrong
I should be gone
Yet here we lay
'Cause I can't stay away
Roses bloom
In your dirty room
I come to play
'Cause I can't stay away
No I can't stay away-ay
I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I was numb
For you I come
Night and day
And I can't stay away
No I can't stay away
I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I wish I could
Leave and never return
Baby, I know I should
But for you I burn
Stay away
'Cause I can't stay away-ay
I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I can't stay away
I can't stay away
I can't stay away, I can't stay away